Liberal Cowboy

water with lime is on my mind. the pain of yesterday is clearly vague. the pain inside comes over me sometimes. but i press on. too many projects on mind to get me out of the dungeon of my soul.

i have loved and i have lost. i have faith and i have a soul.

i made some dumb choices this week in regards to dealing with people. i dont regret it so much as i just wish i hadn’t have said some painful words.

i miss having peopel close to me. people i can touch and feel and breath with.

i miss the smell of her hair. the look in her eyes as we fall asleep. i know this doesn’t make sense to you. but its all thats worth hanging on to anymore. the memories of yesterday….

sometimes life doesn’t work out the way you want. and other times it does. i am a very fortunate human being. just when i think i am losing a friend i gain another.

a lot of people on mind tonight:

kat,brent,jen,eva,laura,james,and mystery

 i got a lot of good quality writting done today. it was healthy. i hope i have an amazing week. i need it.